What if it's true?

What if it's true that I've been mentally compromised by medications I was taking? I think it might actually be. I can't believe the things I have been doing. Now that I'm going off my meds, I'm in a little bit of shock. It was like part of my brain was dead and now it's back. I had to go on the medicine to basically save my life, but then it caused other problems. What if I was truly heavily impacted by a head injury. I'm so confused. I promise you, it's not the Twinky defense.